I am two women...

Maria writes again...
I am two women; one wants to have all the joy, passion and adventure that life can give me. The other wants to be a slave to routine to family life, to the things that can be planned and achieved. I am a housewife and a prostitute; both of us living in the same body and doing battle with each other. The meeting of these two women is a game with serious risks. A divine dance. When we meet, we are two divine energies, two universes colliding. If the meeting is not carried out with due reverence, one universe destroys the other.

True Love

When the learning or the realisation that you would have acquired over a period of time comes all of a sudden in front of you with a very attractive, appealing name, you wonder... oh! i didn't know that this concept already existed... and that it has a name too... Anyways, it is always good to go through an experince and learn. It leaves you enriched.
I got a similar feeling when I was reading Eleven Minutes. I cannot put the thoughts of Maria across better than how she has recorded in her diary. A leaf from Maria's diary... (My diary too)...
No one owns anything, that everything is an illusion - and that applies to material as well as spiritual things. Anyone who has lost something they thought was theirs forever finally comes to realise that nothing really belongs to them.
And if nothing belongs to me, then there is no point wasting my time looking after things that aren't mine, it is best to live as if today were the first (or last) day of my life...
... All my life, I thought of love as some liknd of an enslavement. Well, freedom only exists when love is present. The person who gives him or herself, the person who feels freest, is the person who love most wholeheartedly. And the person who loves wholeheartedly feels free. In love, no one can harm anyone else, we are responsible for our own feelings and cannot blame someone else for what we feel. No one loses anyone, because no one owns anyone. That's the true experience of freedom: having the most important thing in the world without owning it.

Being

I truly believe in what the old King in The Alchemist says, “When you really want something to happen, the whole universe conspires so that your wish comes true.”
Everything began to fall in place from the beginning of this year. I see clarity in everything. I believe in whatever I label to be “gut feeling”. I shed all those beliefs which were inhibiting me from going forward. I pay attention to those voices from inside. I realize the importance of giving equal importance to all my senses.
I see my dream now. I see it happening in front of me… it is more of a reality than a dream. I am passionate about living every moment. Sometimes, it is difficult to transform what one feels into concrete words. It is nothing but the sheer pleasure in being.