Sunday, January 16, 2011

The Secret




Another year!

I tread into 2011 with mixed feelings. Having B'day in December is a little irritating. And, the new year (and the so called celebrations) happen when you are a little shocked and surprised to have re-discovered your age! Quite irritating since every year I thoroughly refuse to leave my 20s... And, where on earth do you have a mood for celebrations? Most often, I have been in a state of deniel and non-acceptance (of quite many things).
Slowly, now I am getting back to myself. It is 16 days past new year and more than a month past mt B'day.
You know, ageing is often associated with death. Frankly, I dont want to die. (I wonder if there is any... possible... quite possible.)
I think it is time to just stop recording my thoughts. They have begun to wander. I let it.