Another year!

I tread into 2011 with mixed feelings. Having B'day in December is a little irritating. And, the new year (and the so called celebrations) happen when you are a little shocked and surprised to have re-discovered your age! Quite irritating since every year I thoroughly refuse to leave my 20s... And, where on earth do you have a mood for celebrations? Most often, I have been in a state of deniel and non-acceptance (of quite many things).
Slowly, now I am getting back to myself. It is 16 days past new year and more than a month past mt B'day.
You know, ageing is often associated with death. Frankly, I dont want to die. (I wonder if there is any... possible... quite possible.)
I think it is time to just stop recording my thoughts. They have begun to wander. I let it.

My Day!

December 9th 2009...
It was such a wonderful day in my life… Everyone around me made it so beautiful and memorable… My b’day.

All my friends and relatives called from all the parts of the globe to convey their wishes…Not that I don’t get wished every year; I do; but not 250 people…
Things sound to have suddenly changed… for good!

Vikas got me a new tambura sruti box… such bliss to sing along that sruti early in the morning.
Art for art sake?
Nope.
Art for my sake!

I sink in the experience again.
Only feeling.
No words!